my audible exhale last night was for different reasons. mostly becuase i wanted to sit down to blog some god-thoughts, but by the time i finished house-work and studying i was too exausted to write it all down. also, i am very glad for this day-and-a-half away i'm taking this weekend. this week and next week are squeezing almost all life and energy out of me. i am being stretched. I have had many moments already this week when i've looked to heaven and acknowledged that there is no way that my mind, emotions and body can handle these couple weeks wihout Him. This is a good thing. maybe not something that is good for long periods of time, but definitely good for character building when these seasons come in short bursts. all of my daily routines are just plain, old harder for me to do right now becuase i am emotional (and crying way too much: i'm assuming because i am nervous about my dad's surgery.) Tuesday night, during my english lecture, i teared up because he was suggesting topics for papers that were i guess too heavy for me right then. oi. some things on my mind: my bio exam today. (done
) planning for this weekend getaway thing and actually returning to something other than chaos, my essay due tuesday that i have yet to begin because i cant pick a stinking topic (objective suggestions welcome), a possible meeting with the realtor on Sunday (ummm when will i clean my house?) my bio exam part 2 on THURSDAY, my dad's surgery on THURSDAY, my daughters field trip on THURSDAY, taking my dad home on friday...
and then i will exhale.
and maybe after all that i can sit down and post some of those good thoughts...
g'night!
ps. newly added to my wish list is the cd: The Reminder by Feist. her voice is refined and her music is enchanting. m'kay. that's all.
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